Getting Older, Remaining Young

As my days of youth seem to slowly disperse into the past, I look around and I Wonder by Kanye West is blasting through my ipod headphones. " I......wait....ed my....whole life" to finally understand what i am destine to do, what I'm destine to be, where I'm destine to go...its like so many thoughts speed through my intellectual high way, causing all lanes to be over crowed. The car horns of deep thoughts fill the open mind leaving no room to roam free on these over crowed empty express ways...When i slowly snap back into reality I ask my self how many dudes with in my age range possess the mentality that I have, the mentality of never giving up...

While my physical remains rather youthful my mentality ages like a wise old man, at times i feel that I'm up on a elevated level...a level that took me dealing with adult like situation with a child or should i say a young mans age....although I still have the same characteristics of your typical 22 year old I continue to remain a some what unique some what diverse individual....stay with me y'all I hope I'm not boring you, it becomes a constant tug of war when trying to remain young while I'm getting older...even though my age represents that I'm still a "baby" there are people who have me by decades who still live careless and at times i wonder am i missing out...am i chasing these goals to soon, and the answer that i always get is NO, NO, NO.

See no matter how much you infantilize me I continue to allow my mind to expand just like those rare few who get looked at as weird because instead of embracing the stereotype, they try to evade it and defeat it...nothing is true until you believe and i believe that i shall succeed because failure is not an option....but this isn't about failing this about getting old and i guess i failed at expressing that or did i....read closely ladies and gentlemen....i once learn when you cut down a tree by counting the rings that are on the stump you can tell how old the tree really is...so maybe if we cut me in half there would be something that would clarify how old my internal self maybe....This is the realistic version of Benjamin Button each calendar change I age another year and wonder to myself why don't i act out the way my peers do...Pop champagne on stages call woman b's and run trains on the neighborhood skee, why do I plan for tomorrow if i havent finished today...crazy shit is i wasnt always like this i did live careless i did call woman b's and i did do things that i cant say im proud of but those same exact things have molded me into the handsome dark chocolate icon you may or may not know.And i know that may seem cliche to alot of people but to everyone who say that Dremur is "new" or "different" I still remain, i just allowed my self to veiw things in a worldy veiw....my mind is getting old while my soul remains young.....I guess this is just yet another never ending thought because "I am A Young Heart, With A Old Soul"

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Faces In The Crowd: Snatch 2/17/2009

this was a performance my boy snatch did at the Manhattan Arts Center in February while we all felt that he should have won politics as usually....He obviously lost because he decided not to talk about guns drugs and sex.....the crazy shit is we had to leave the stage because the first cd didnt work...so then we get back on stage and these niggas did us dirty and stopped the music again but snatch finished that last first anyways.....

ps oh yeah and that fly ass black kid you see on stage with his happens to be dremur the rebel the poet the mc....oh yeah we gots it in.....WE STILL SHOULD HAVE WON THAT SHIT.....REBEL MUSIC/TAKE OVER FLOW

Quote of the Week

"never rely on talent alone... Potential will only get you so far."

- Daniel D-Boy Melick

That quote is so true...alot of people who may be one of the nicest rappers you have heard thus far wont get the attention one deserves and it really sucks oprah ass....yeah i said it oprah ass...smh what has society become....DREMUR im GONE!!!!!

New 2 Me Old 2 You

Now i know the Young Jeezy video has been out for a little min BUT i finally had a chance to see it...i like the whole presidential thing everyone is trying to do..Hats of 2 Young Jeezil one of the hottest dudes out the south...his good in my book


Making of...




Final Product

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DREMUR

Today marks the day i was born, i have lost a couple of friends who weren't as fortunate to reach the age that i have reached. Although 22 is not really that old i know plenty of people who feel they wont even make it to 21..live life to the fullest but make sure you leave something to explore tomorrow...with that said i shall sign off with piece love and prosperity....DREMUR

My life is a dream that im slowly turning it into a reality love me or leave me alone

LIONS - FINAL VERSION (short film)

SHORT FILM - LIONS - FINAL VERSION from Mark Kammel on Vimeo.

I'm really like short films I guess it because I'm a media tech major(film and television), the minute i watched this i was astounded by the. The guerrilla style motions of the camera, the mystery of who is chasing who...check this movie out it was also shot with a Canon Hv 20

White Red Panic(short film)

White Red Panic (HD) from Ayz Waraich on Vimeo.

Vimeo is actully becoming a very very popular site the video conversion is superior to youtubes..... but anyways this short film that i have posted above is directed by Ayz Waraich make sure you pay clos attention to every line and every detail....the cool yet crazy thing about the movie is that it was all shot on a Canon Vixia HV 30 a camcorder that i have my eye on....check out the movie then check out Ayz Waraich

Throwback

Dremur Mind Body and Soul

this track wrote recorded and mixed it my self a couple of years ago...my mixing has gotten a tad bit better...but that's not why im posting the song...i listen to what i was saying and was left in awww...it felt amazing to blazing a song that was created by an amazing group.

Obama Speach

Obama

What more can I say the picture says it all, we have elected this man to to correct the wrongs created by those damn republicans....