Sunday, December 28, 2008


As i sit in front of my laptop my mind begins to wander into a distant land....a place where nobody can reach me,
the thoughts and views of everyone around me no longer interest me. The burden of people's presence is no longer....I'm not to sure if you still with me on this one but its like my physical form remains here while my mental state is far beyond the sky.....far beyond the universe that this planet seems to inhabit..I'm officially gone into a place that i call "neverland"

Rapid thoughts run ramped through my mind shit that i can't change shit that i can change but how and why would i wanna change....I guess the constant thoughts of being.....wait scratch that attempting to be different becomes a strain on my everyday life...while i look for many diverse motives to break the holds of "the ghetto" OG Contradiction keeps pulling me this is all i have left in life?? will my music help my spirits lift from the position they are stuck in??? i guess this motivation comes all from with in....

Walking through Neverland blasting my soundtrack to life......picking the wicked wild flowers glancing at the scenery realizing i really don't understand what life is.....see while I'm just living to die why am i so afraid to just......DIE......don't get me twisted yall I'm not contemplating suicide but im just saying if the main objective is to make to heaven then why the hell are we so busy trying to get rich....this is what happens when i tap into my Never Ending Thoughts that i simply cant let go...these thoughts constantly flow through my mind.....I guess at times im constantly STRANDED IN NEVERLAND.......

This journey never seems to never end i just keep going and going.....until the point I'm officially lost while Alice chased the rabbit down that rabbit hole its like my mind has converted into that same rabbit hole....and Alice is just dwindling down and down and down...i guess in all actuality Alice is my motivation as she continues to fall and people look on from their television screens i wonder will she survive???? shit will i survive??? I know I'm throwing rapid thoughts at ya but hey this is the mind of an artist.....When Alice finally lands and realize the land she has found her self in and i stand up and look around and realize the the land im stranded in i feel at peace

The most cliche line to say would be they say "what makes you can break you" ......well here is my thought for the person who said that line my pants fly is open place your mouth here...see the one person that can break you stares back at you in the mirror everyday...the one person that lets me down the most happens to be my self.....DAMN there's so much more that i can say at this moment but I'ma leave these entry incomplete because these thoughts of mine are NEVER ENDING THOUGHTS.......